And it's April...

Time flies so fast and today its April again.. My month!

I've been through up's and downs with my past 28 years of existence. Some broke me, some teaches me lessons and most of it made me who I am now. I'm just the typical type of girl who cries when in pain, who stumble and fall, who make friends with everyone, who voice out whatever I think I feel, who tell lies just to sneak-out from home, who cheats to get high scores in exams, who crams during exams, who seats at Principals office while waiting for my mom, who cut-classes just to be with friends and watch movies. I've done almost a lot if not everything. But that doesn't stop me to explore, to achieve something, to gain experience and to learn.

I wasn't perfect and I wasn't even close to perfection. I was never a good daughter nor a sister to my siblings. I failed on my exams, so it means I was not a good student. I had failed relationship so I was never a good girlfriend. But if there is one thing I am good at it's about being myself, what you see is what you get, no pretensions and no fake smiles.

In my 28 years of life it's like everything just come and go, nothing is constant, everything change drastically. And that change also changed my views in life and my ways in how to deal everything life brings.

My experiences changed my entire outlook in life. It was way back elementary years when I usually turn away from seemingly impossible challenges. The aspect of my character led during my high school years. College taught me that it is necessary to take risk failure in order to gain success.

Now I welcome the challenges. Whether I succeed or failed is irrelevant, what important is I have tried and tested myself.