Being Optimistic!

I promise myself to be strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind. I won't give up just because of what others think and say about me. Instead, I will use that as a motivation to push harder. Look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true. I will think only of the best, work only for the best. I will forget the mistakes of the past and press on the greater achievement of the future. Because I believe that there's no need to be perfect to inspire others, instead let people be inspired by how you deal with your imperfections… It’s not about being who everyone else wants you to be, but it’s about being yourself and finding someone who loves every bit of it, finding someone who could accept my past and ready to be with me today and tomorrow, dream with me, believe with me, and accept the imperfections in me...

Things I still want to do!

✽make a mix of my favorite music✽watch old movies with my hubby✽share a malt✽drink hot chocolate✽go grocery shopping and cook a meal together✽hold hands✽volunteer on a nursing home✽write letters✽run in the rain✽admire the moon✽go to the library✽learn a musical instrument✽sing out loud✽build a fire and roast marshmallows✽play frisbee✽plan a service trip with group of friends✽go ice skating✽go for picnic✽build sand castles✽play a board game✽get up early to see the sunrise✽blow bubbles✽long bike ride✽go fishing✽eat a lot✽explore different cuisines✽figure out a puzzle✽learn how to ski✽wander through an art museum✽go to gym and work out✽go seightseeing✽bake cookies✽make popcorn on the stove✽window shopping at the mall✽go at the horror house✽went to play store✽laugh at my loudest✽shout out loud✽drink absinthe✽play at the casino✽go for a long drive✽play on a snow✽sleep at the coziest bed✽learn how to perfectly tie men's cravat✽shoot a best photo✽do cross stitch✽to dress elegant✽wear make-up just for an hour✽consume bottle of wine✽

I choose to be HAPPY!

There comes a time in life, when you walk away from all the drama and people who create it. You surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, focus on the good. So love the people who treat you right, pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of life, getting back up is living!

Think Twice

It's a case of jumping from the frying pan into the fire, isn't it? Poor girl. There's absolutely nothing wrong with you but everything's absolutely wrong with the family who dislikes you. And it's absolutely bizarre that you should fall for a man whose family has no real integrity. When you put yourself in the same basket as a bunch of rotten tomatoes, then you must be one yourself. Can any good fruit come from a BAD TREE? Likewise, can any bad fruit come from a good tree?

I wish...

I wish he didn’t know so many girls because I am afraid to lose him to one of them. I wish he wasn’t so attractive because I am afraid I might have to compete with other girls for him. I wish he hadn’t been with other girls before me because I am afraid that his old feelings will come back for one of them. I wish he didn’t talk to so many girls because I am afraid he’ll slowly lose feelings for me and his interest for another girl will grow the reason why they’ll talk more often. I wish other girls would respect my relationship with him, but I know, some girls don’t really care and aren’t considering how hurt I would be if I were to lose him.