A Point of View

I want to die. Have you ever been there? Have you ever felt that? It isn't that a pleasant feeling. It's a point of view. It's not like in movies when you see things dark and sad. I can still see the colors but they have no meaning. I still see the light, but there's a different darkness. One taking up the space of happiness and happiness is not light.

Many events gives me this point of view. Mostly big problems. Nice people, people like you who want to help will get me to discuss the problems, maybe even found the answers. But what people won’t realize is that even when problems saved, My point of view is still the same.

Let me describe to you what I see now. I see an escape. Yes, your right, this is an ESCAPE, I'm a COWARD, I should look for a solution. But, I'm too far to find a solution. I only have an escape.

You are Never Forgotten

My love for him will be unforgettable. His smile makes my world worth living for. I lust for his every touch and every moment makes my life so much flutter and bright. He will never understand the love that burns within me, that makes me weep when I'm not by his side. I feel empty, I feel lost, I feel alone without him by my side.

The sun came up and I know how it would end. I saw it in his eyes. We both knew that this would end and how this would end, who were we kidding anyway? Ourselves? Maybe for a time.

Friends who became lovers. That is how we are. I realize that you were the empty space in my heart, you filled it so completely but now it aches for you. I will always love you. You are a part of me. You will always be a part of me. What's that line from one of my favorite song? "It's better to feel pain than nothing at all, the opposite of love is indifference". So I will embrace the pain because to feel pain is to know I have loved and I love you so.

But a new chapter must begin. For you, for me, for us. We will go on but my love for you will never be lost. Wherever we end up in life, you will always be remembered.

My Love for You is like a Chocolate!

Would you agree to be the darkest chocolate I love?

The ones that brings delight and joy to my very simple life.

I would agree to be the laptop on your knees,

The movie that you always want to see before you go to sleep.

I wouldn’t mind to get a message from you from time to time,

To feel your fingers going up and down my fragile spine.

Instead, I’d burn you with the hottest kiss,

Remiss of you if you don’t feel it on your lips.

My passion towards you grows day by day,

And soon is coming the expected day.

When I can simply let it go,

And you can simply indulge it slow.

Ruined Romance

In every most miserable break-up’s, there is a life lesson to be learned. Whatever the reason why me and my Ex broke-up, I have enough courage to take responsibility for my own faults, errors and mistakes. When I hear my Ex-boyfriend gossiping about me, I honestly ask myself if there is any truth about what he is saying. This is the most difficult part, possessing self-awareness to acknowledge and accept my faults but somehow this may lessen if not resolve the underlying issues.

Best thing to do: Acknowledge the feeling of anger, fear and frustrations and let them pass through.

DAMN REGRET

The first time I saw you it was a disaster

How can i forget that month of November

I can still see the picture, it was 3 on 3

But that’s all it is a mere memory

                                                               

The endless conversations

The warm hugs & sensations

Those mesmerizing eyes & captivating smile

Unforgettable memories in my mind

Just friends I thought that’s all there is

I was wrong it’s more than this

But i was too late to realize

It was love in my heart that resides

Now you're just a dream a mere fantasy

An illusion only my mind can see

All I have are memories in my head

And the feeling of DAMN REGRET

When can our eyes meet again?

When can our hands touch again?

CAN I EVER FEEL YOUR LOVE AGAIN?

Oh how I miss you time and again.

I remember it exactly

It was 4th of February

You said you missed me & loved me once more

I don't know if I'll believe you

But I hope that it's true