A Point of View

I want to die. Have you ever been there? Have you ever felt that? It isn't that a pleasant feeling. It's a point of view. It's not like in movies when you see things dark and sad. I can still see the colors but they have no meaning. I still see the light, but there's a different darkness. One taking up the space of happiness and happiness is not light.

Many events gives me this point of view. Mostly big problems. Nice people, people like you who want to help will get me to discuss the problems, maybe even found the answers. But what people won’t realize is that even when problems saved, My point of view is still the same.

Let me describe to you what I see now. I see an escape. Yes, your right, this is an ESCAPE, I'm a COWARD, I should look for a solution. But, I'm too far to find a solution. I only have an escape.